One day… Someday…
Every year there are moments when I wonder…
What will my life look like a year from now?
It’s all getting better and I feel stronger within myself with time.
But there’s another thing that gets stronger…
The longing to find someone to share my life with.
Someone who really gets me.
Someone I can do things with.
Bask in joy.
And never…
Never feel alone again.
It’s as if loneliness gets heavier with time.
And as much as I love being alone…
Feeling lonely isn’t it.
It’s nagging me more and more…
I just wish I could feel what it’s like to truly be loved.
Be the first choice.
Feel things I’ve never felt before.
Experience things I’ve never experienced before.
And never have my fears assure me again that I’ve fallen into a pit of dreams…
Dreams that so easily go up in smoke.
Get disappointed over and over again…
It seems so easy for many others.
Like it just happens.
Fate?
Destiny?
Magic?
I wonder why it doesn’t happen to me.
But I never stop dreaming…
Hoping…
Maybe…
One day…
Someday…
I’ll have someone beside me.
